See, when “normal” people have periods of doubt, anger and disillusionment like me, they channel it into various things. When Sam has doubtful anger and disillusionment, he writes poetry, composes music, makes graphical interfaces, programs and skriptkiddy-s. OK the first 2 make me sound like some gay guy or maybe a hopeless romantic, both of which I am surely not. I’ll assure you, I’m completely straight, and I write music/poetry for myself. No, I’m not hopelessly in love with anyone, rather, I’m completely angry at the world and how dumb people can be sometimes. And so I write. My poetry, is for myself. My music, for my own ears. Selfish, but true. I’m no emo. I’m a lyrical person, not an emotional person. Rather than let emotions control me, I let that energy flow into all my creative ability. I guess its a good thing. Keeps me sane. When I’m emotional, I blog. I’m not emotional right now. Just wanted to write something I thought about in my personal reflections.

Come to think of it, I’m pretty “artsy” as lehsah would put it. Haha. Just not in the standard “drawing” way.